I can not save everyone !!
Long time didnt blog ready. so this morning i was thinking what should i blog? i dont want to blog some things that discourage people and some things not true from my heart. hope what ever i blod here can help and encourage you.
i always have a mindset and attitude is to be a hero that will save everyone. i always believe that i can do ALL things and i will keep myself so busy till i dont have time to go dating with Yap (but she is good and very consideration towards me, thanks yap). some time she will teasing me by telling my youth is they dont want to go movie or shopping i will not bring her because i will go movie or shopping with her when my youth wanted to go. haha. she really been good to me. i always wanted to spend all of my time with my youth in order to know them more and build up the relationship with them because i really love them (not only those i knew for long time, but all who attended the cg and church before, if you have ever attend my cg and church before, i want to tell you, i really love you). i want to help them to solve all their problem, if i can not solve it for them i would like to walk with them and face the problems togather. i always like to involve in all church’s activity and help up, and this make me dont have time for myself too. i always think that all church work is my responsible (i think this is commitment), but i began to realise i can not do all thing, i can not save everyone, im not a superman, im not Jesus!
so next month UCSI cg is going to multiply into 2 groups (thanks God for His mercy and grace for us, we start from 5/1/07 14 person till now having 27 regular attender). at first i was worry and not willing to separate, because scare that after multipy some of the youth will not come for cg any more and their fire for God will cold down, worry about this and that…. (i must confess that im too proud of myself, thinking that only me can help them, im sorry God it is You not me). i always want to save everyone, but now i really need to depend on God to save everyone, because i really have a limit, i can not do all things. im just a human being, but it doesnt meaning i will give up every thing, its just that i have learn to do my best and trust God will do the rest. so the cg members who are not under me please help and assist your leader to grow the cg and dont let the fire grow cold and keep making cg a place where people feel most welcome. remember what we have disscuss before "how to make a church close down?" and those who are so not lucky one, still in the same cg with me, please work togather with me to expand the Kingdom of God in Pharmacy, in UCSI. lets carry His presence into UCSI and show them the love of God.
we will speak the language of "Faith, Hope and Love", to connect people to people, connect people to purpose and connect people to God.
