4am

Now is not a good time to blog (4am), i should be sleeping but i can’t, maybe because too excited about CG sport day (8am). Normally after friday CG i will very very tired because i need to share the word of God out of my heart and soul, but now when i closed my eyes i will see the faces of my CG members (they look like angels to me, even when some behave like a devil…hehe).

Today(Friday) CG was one of the very excited and powerful meeting. At 7:35pm few of our CG gathered to pray for the CG and our handsome Gary leaded us into the time of worship. Wow the presence of God is really awesome and i can feel the  atmosphere was really lifted up when all of us worship God with a correct attitude. latter Sharob leaded us to play a very funny Ice-breaker (tupai dan pokok), everyone enjoy so much. Next we have our handsome Gary leaded us into the time of worship. I saw tears began to falls and people hearts began to open for God. The worship is so amazing. And today i shared on the topic "releasing the glory in you". We really need to increase our value, not to be a liability to others but be an asset for the society, be some one wherever you go people will enjoy your presence there because you carry blessing to them. Every have different gifts, some have the gift in creative arts like music, dance, painting… some have the gift in computer, cooking, study and lots more. But what i want to encourage all of us to do is to maximize our gifts, increase the value inside you. Thomas Edison say "Genius is 1% inspiration and 99% of hard work". So hard work bring results. Dont be lazy. Let your value (Glory) increase not decrease.

After the CG we went for "makan" because Yap was tired so we went back to "Aloy’s house" first and i asked her how many people attended the CG just now, she gave me a "shock" answer, "35" (including 6 visitors, we welcome you all, hope you all like it). We count people because people are important to us. I always having problem to remember people name (need to improve in this area), is getting harder and harder for me to taking care the whole CG, because it is too big. i can not sit down to talk to every members every week. if one person took me one hour it will be about 30 hours but i dont have 30 hours to spend in Cheras, unless i dont sleep during Friday night and Saturday night then i might able to catch up with all CG members (so if you find that recently i didnt spend much time to talk to you, please dont think that i dont love you any more, i still love you). But the CG is still growing and i dont want it to stop. so now i need to make a very difficult choice, to separate the CG into 2, it is a happy and sad decision. happy because we are growing, sad because i cant see some of the members on Friday. But believe me i will still be very happy to listen and to help you to grow even you are not under my CG (so dada pls understand that i really love you all but i can not separate my self into 2).

5 Responses to “4am”

  1. Gary Says:

    hey bro, thanks for reminding me for my sloppy attitude through your messages. truly a church’s role is also to rebuke and build up one another, something that don’t happen often among Christians these days.

  2. cHriStiNa Says:

    I truly think that God wants us to be disciplined as wut u had shared durin the cg and today supported with Pastor’s sermons bout compromising and oso disciplined…thanks for the wake up call of our attitude…its time to enter into the presence of God with respect!!!

  3. Rodriguez Says:

    Thank God my friend (Eisu Das) is not there to see the attitude…otherwise he’ll ,”say this kind of indiscipline only happens in Sunday School”..anyway, good move bro, though many are traumatized haha..

  4. cHriStiNa Says:

    haha..Rod…i oso was inthe traumatized category for a while…:P…but then
    Proverbs13:1 says ” A wiseman heeds his father’s instructions, but a scoffer does not listen to rebuke “..in other words those who loves discipline are wise but those who rebuke are fools.

  5. Rodriguez Says:

    so..in other words, we are in the wise category la…

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